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ibnishaq

my situation as of now!

hi!

so i made a thread like 2 weeks ago that stated 3 reasons why i was staying in islam.
1. muhammad's seizures made me question
2. stupid allah fish and other sightings of "allah" being seen
3. numerical quran with day mentioned 365 days 30 and month 12

well so far i have taken 2 out of these 3 off the list. making progress!

1. muhamamd's seizures - i was talking to a ex christian friend of mine about my situation and he is an ex 7th day adventist. when i was telling him about muhammad's seizures he told me "they sound mighty close to those of ellen white's. she would get seizures and then get up and start giving verses and such."

so i read up about her. not only did she get seizures like muhammad, BUT at first she also doubted them just like muhammad! not only that but she also did not want to preach her message publically and her church had to encourage her before she went out!

so i am more open to idea that maybe it was MENTAL problems and not god. after all ellen g white had the same thing!

2. allah fish - read from YUSUF ESTES out of all people who wrote about this issue. he said that when he was in egypt he saw a pumpkin that said "bishmillah" and had name of muhammad. however after investigating he discovered that someone had TRACED it and then put a chemical on it to make it appear as if it was written. he is now skeptical of the silly "allah fish" and other things and speaks against them saying they are either made up or just coincidence. i am totally convinced now that the allah fish is nothing but stupid!

3. numerical qu'ran - still an issue with me. not sure about it still! i have been presenting questions on some forums lke my introduction in councilofexmuslims and i will review the answers and see. i would ask them here but i do not want to ask the same questions in 100 different forums because then it gets confusing! so you can see my questions at http://councilofexmuslims.com/index.php?topic=204.msg5909#msg5909
if you wish to answer!

i was watching yusuf estes videos (once i get on a site i always look around more and i was on his site today) and he made GREAT point. he said that if people rely on these silly "miracles" to base their faith then they obviously have no faith to begin with. so i have been thinking about it and i agree with him. i would have left islam months ago if it was not for this stupid numerical thing. this shows how low my faith is and he even mentioned that! so i guess there is some hope.

a lot of people telling me they do not mind if i stay muslim and i should not WANT to leave islam. but i do want to because i dont want to believe in eternal hell! i dont want to fear allah like i do. i want to be ME and do not want to conform my life to religion as i have been doing.

it is the worse feeling going to sleep feeling that you could be in hell eternally forever. and i am SO SICK AND TIRED of feeling this way EVERY night. it is just too much for me to bear. and i want to quit having this fear.

so that is my situation as of now! strike 2 for islam one more and i am out of islam!
Raza

Why don't you go to a mosque and pray?
You are closest to Allah(Subhanahu wa ta'ala) when you are bowing down to Him in prayer. Just pray and really question who am I prayer to?
If you are the chosen people that Allah(Subhanahu wa ta'ala) will guide, Alhamdulillah.
If not, May Allah(Subhanahu wa ta'ala) have mercy on you.

"He guides whom He wills to a Straight Path."
2:142

Ameen
HomoErectus

Congratulations Ibn Ishaq !!
I've been watching your way....

You are on the right path to freedom!

Sleep well, as there is no such place as "hell" !

Its just a human invention to get people INTO FEAR, to keep control over them and their minds!
To make them toe THEIR line!

In the process, if it helps, you can also invent your own vision about a possible "god"!
And why not more than one?

Feel FREE to do this, its neither "blasphemous" nor "wrong" or anything in this category!

There will come the day when you can breathe freely, no more burden to carry on your specific shoulders!

The main thing - keep asking questions !
And question EVERYTHING !
All_Brains

cooolway wrote:
Alhumdulillah Ibnishaq,
You made the right choice.
"He guides whom He wills to a Straight Path."
2:142
And luckily, you were among the chosen one.



Mate! Did you read Shaq's post properly?

The guy is on the verge of leaving Islam. Read again.
HomoErectus

All_Brains wrote:
cooolway wrote:
Alhumdulillah Ibnishaq,
You made the right choice.
"He guides whom He wills to a Straight Path."
2:142
And luckily, you were among the chosen one.



Mate! Did you read Shaq's post properly?

The guy is on the verge of leaving Islam. Read again.



When read with a great portion of sarcasm, he could be right.... Twisted Evil

Sad story, he is not sarcastic! Sad
he is RazaF!
All_Brains

Hello Shaq

You're on the right track, looking at information, verifying them then making your own mind.

I am truly proud of you! :salute:
Raza

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HomoErectus

Pray for what ?
.......................... could it be, you mean "praying" on behalf of yourself ?

Please, dear god, don't be too hard on me !!!!!
I pray... and hope... and pray... and hope... etc.

There you are, bending over, azz up, "praying" to the one who is supposed to have "created" you.

What did "he" create you for ?

To bend over before him ?

What a slave driver this guy must be !!!

I drive a japanese car - I gas him up, press on the accelerator, and off I go......

Quran is the gas, you pray, and off you go......

Wonder-ful !

"Allah" is a car, maybe ?

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